Monday, August 6, 2012

Deluge


Deluge

I saw the storm a'coming, whipping wind and dust did blow.
So I fashioned up a hatchet, made my way to stream below.
Hacked down the willow saplings, just enough to do the job.
Through the trees, I heard a howling, slowly turned to sullen sob.
And with all the best intentions, a shelter I did build.
Wrought for my self-survival, to direct this primal will.
So I draped around bowed form, many thick and sacred hides.
Weighted down by humming stones, with no space and no divide.
With the structure thought secured, I did make my way within.
Did I even once observe that night, my own destructive sin?
As storm did come and lightning cracked, I weathered through it all.
A prison built to hide myself; through deluge I heard a call.
Then that massive gale pushed, and my supports, they did collapse.
Wood did pierce and stones did crush and skin did smother fast.
Hours did crawl by as I struggled for some air.
My blood was mixing with the earth--what visual despair.
And soon I saw it futile, facing eyes up toward the sky.
I gave myself—surrendered—without asking how or why.
My heart took hold, dynamic shift; and rains did then relent.
Just like skin and bone upon myself; the ego, it was rent.
Sun did show to dry the hides, lifted weight by bringing light.
My self-created ruin, now left behind and out of sight.
These new lesions—my salvation—were hardly evident.
All I saw were puncture wounds where willow limbs once went.
And as I grew much older, stepping back to view the whole,
The scars did form the constellation of my very soul.